Pollytix

oh God.

Missed a lecture already.  Uni is hard.

I'm already getting lazy.  Pathetic.

No.  I need to work hard this year.  And  I will.  I'm not naturally intelligent, I have to work hard to get even decent grades.

I need to study.  God, it's just so hard getting out of bed in the morning.

I haven't done anything study-wise today; not.  good.  enough.

Okay, gonna go read about Marxism and World Politics.

I feel so incredibly untelligent right now.. :\

I hardly know anything about the EU, too.  Should probably look that up.

GOD.  

I have this really stressy sick feeling in my stomach.  Like it's all too much and I can't do it.  Plus my room is an absolute abomination, and I'm sick of it being a mess.

Fuck me, I'm so sick of sharing a room.  No room to even breathe.  My GOD.

And why won't they bloody call me and tell me if I got the job?  :S  My friend got the letter on Friday, if I don't find out by tomorow, gah.

Webct is down so I can't access my unis internet.  And I need to find out why I haven't been paid my wages, also late.

FFS.  Why can't people pay on time?

My bed is a mess.

I'm so stressed, I don't even know why.  I have too much to do.  Feel like I'm going to be sick.  I can't cope well under pressure.

I don't even have any pressure though.  Fml, my room is making me nervous.  I can't sleep in here.

It's nearly 4am; I have to go shopping tomorow, go to uni and renew a book, meet my dad, pick up my sister, do a load of reading, buy stationary, go to Ministry, paint my nails.

Effort.

I am rejected.

On a lesser note, the shadow health sec (Lansley) has promised to cut £1.5 billion from the NHS.  Awesome - let's stop providing for the people who need it the most!