Suicidal Suicidal - what a pretty fitty word

 Suicide; comes from the Latin 'sui' - oneself, and the Latin for kill - 'cide'.  Hence, homocide,matricide, patricide, infanticide, insecticide, infanticide, regicide and so on and so forth.  Sui - in French, the word for am is 'suis'; je suis.  'je pense donc je suis'.  How very Descartes of me.

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Apparently there's 2 reasons why we kill ourselves, according to French Sociologist Emile Durkheim anyway.  They seem to totally contrast but bare avec me..

1) People don't feel integrated with society.

2) People feel too integrated with society.

SO, people don't feel integrated; people are lonely, they don't think they have a place in the World, they think no one loves them, no one wants them, they don't fit in.  They're the pariah, the freak no one wants to know, the fucking loser.  Yeah that's them.

Or people feel too integrated; Kamikaze pilots, suicide bombers.. or even moreso; people maybe who take the pain of the World upon them.  The World is a cruel place, if you focus on all the destitution that surrounds us you'd feel it.  If you stop being so fucking myopic and open your eyes you'll see how shit, unfair, cruel, harsh, horrible and just generally bad this planet is.  If you do that, apparently, you'll want to top yourself.  Cause who would want to live on Planet Earth, the planet of famine, destitution, poverty and fat Americans.

Durkheim also spoke alot about what is called 'anomie', look it yourself though cause it's interesting and I'm lazy.  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anomie

I smell like D&G Perfume #3; L'imperatrice.  Normally my nails are red and I don't wear perfume... could this be my, anomie?

No.  Shut up. x